The Gadget.

DSLR seems to be the hottest gadget since, i dont know hao many years back.

It's normal to see people, even a lil girl, carrying a huge heavy DSLR walking in the shopping mall.

Here's my new baby, She's the missy, back to old school.

Actually, that's my 22nd birthday present, from....*ehem*

*Fujifilm Mini Instax 7s, the limited edition.*

The polaroid film actually give us a quite bloody cost, negotiate with the dealer, and at last she gave it to me Rm20 for another box (10film/box only, usual price from her Rm26 =[ ) which she already come with a box free when i purchase the polaroid camera. (Rm290 for camera with free 1 box film)

No photos from me? coming soon...
The cam will only available for capturing some very memorable events, in which really memorable to me. *you knowwhatimean* the film just cost too much if i take whatever around the world.

At the end, thanks babe..*withlove*

KthxBai.

-xoxo-

Kiasoo?

常在想，

我是一个怕输的人吗? 总希望能在自己能力范围之内，胜过他人。
还是，往往别人的成功，变成我的推动力，成为更加有能力的一个人呢?
总是喜欢挑战自己，挑战别人。

想。

-xoxo-

Imma Shopaholic, Shyt!

Cleanup my wardrobe last night,

(wtf) I got almost 15 clothes which I bought and I've never wear them at all!
(wtf) I bought 3 pairs of shoes which I only have a pair of legs!
(wtf) That's where I spent my money until I only save a lil in my bank!

Owwwhkaysss, december will be my last month working in Imu!
I should save my salary to the MAX!

-xoxo-

halo world

Sorry world,

Bloggie has been abandoned for a month.

Fine here, i am.

Promise to fill up you guys soon, very very soon.

-xoxo-

Oh La La Apple

Many people out there, most of you,

Get to call me 'Apple'.

I mean, that's not really nickname,

But, sort'of....hhmm? *dontknowwhattosay*

I dont know whether should I put a full stop for it.

Having a new sweet ones.

Or maintain to own this chubby fruity name huh?

-xoxo-

再见，单身

*再见, 单身.*

简单四字，却带来非凡的意义。
好的，代表结束单身日子，踏入永远的二人世界。
坏的，代表离开眼前最爱，回到最初单身的日子。

潇洒地分手，
是他/她伪装掩饰悲伤?
还是他/她根本不削一顾?

最惨忍的，就是不削一顾却还要装做很潇洒地分手，
装到一切悲伤让我默默承受那种意思的那种人。

遇到这种对象，只能说...算了! *pat*

*以上言论，出自于本人想法，并不代表本人面对失恋或是被人飞之类的惨况*

-xoxo-

Me. Guinness. My hair.

Worked last weekend for Guinness products,

Shyt im not the pub or beer ambassador working until midnight nah!

Just promoter for the alcoholic drinks that i dont drink at all. *giggles*

For the sake of money, for the sake of my MSc course fees *sob*

Cut my hair yesterday, gave myself a very teriffied si-beh ugly fringe.

Have to wear hairband everyday now, before it grows until cover my eyebrows. So so so freaking ugly, so so so damn shame of APT!

Look so dumb right nao! I so miss my this (pix) hair noh!

-xoxo-

最近

最近，身体老是出状况，再多的休息，依然感觉疲惫。
一盒午餐便当我只啃下一半，晚餐也随着被忽略了。
我知道，我的压力指数又飙升了！

八月开始，展开周日五天的茹素天。
从这个星期开始，将持续两个月的七天茹素。
身体的某部分，却对抗着青色的植物。

瑜伽，希望你能救救我吧~
（希望，应该不会有轻微的忧郁症。)

-xoxo-

Here we meet again!

17 Sept, 7pm, Breek's Cafe @ Gurney

Take this opportunity to meet up with high school prefects + warden the tanny, LOL

Proud of you all, as they're the future doctors, engineer and statistician,

while im just a small lab rat running on the threadmiles...*run wey run*

Yes, my girls! You all had gone through the sakit sakit and peluh peluh with me for the 5 years being prefects, and guess what, we are going to celebrate our 10 year-friendship next year!

Photos, credited to nanny tanny (i know i work slow in photo upload, heee~)

Dr.Poh-to-be, Dr.Tan-to-be, bla bla bla, Shuang, Nanny tanny

Im not acting cute, just to cover my pao-like face@@

I miss you girls!

Shuang, the one sat next to me during school time for 3 years.

I got no idea why we pose like that huh?

-xoxo-

Bai.

MIA these few days. Off to my Penang, OhYeah! MY PENANG.

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*proud*

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and next, Singapore. *winks*

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See what stuffie i can hunt in both of this islands. Stay tune.^^

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Going to miss you guys! muacksss! Bai...

Selamat Hari Raya!

-xoxo-

Beauty Tips of the Week

Why bother to throw away all the packaging boxes of your cosmetics or skincare products once you bought it home?

It may turn your pinkish room into a very messy sampah collection centre, but hey! Dont forget about their functions except being a decorative dummy, okaysss?

Dang, you're right!

'The box is huge! Even though it has really nice design, paperback material but i've to throw it'way.'

Noooooo....do you realize that they printed the expiry date aka shell life at the bottom of the packaging? It's so important that it tells you when you shouldnt consume or use the products anymore..

Girls tend to think that 'Expensive' products, we need to save cost by using a very very little bit to avoid the bottle being empty in a blink time.

But instead of having the concept of save money save money, you'll never noticed that your cosmetics or skincare products actually expired for months or even years..

Nevermind?? Nooooo....it may cause skin allergy by having rashes!
Nevermind too?? Noooo..it may cause cancer too! (hope that this can horrified some of you, but it's true actually!)

Appreciate it nao? You should.

I'm very important 'kaysss?

There's another way to solve this problem. If you really WANT TO DUMP the boxes. Write the expiry date at the bottom of the bottles, stickers as well.^^ But remember to refer it back always, unless you want to become red indian, hoho!

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Another tips, the contact lense case and saline.

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A good quality contact lense saline may cost you like 15 bucks or more per bottle ( SoloCare 3 for Rm38.80). I know, but if you want to stay pretty without specs on your face, take care of your eyes too!

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Saline only can be used in 3 months once you opened the seal (also for EyeMo whatever so on..). It'll be contaminated by scary creatures like fungus and bacterias day by day, when you open and close, open and close, open and close....imagine that the bacteria grow in your eyes O.o

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Do label it with the date you unseal it and throw it away after 3 months even it left 70% of it.

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Wash your contact lense with load of saline everyday lah! FOR HYGIENE PURPOSE!

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Contact lens case as well, i used to throw them away every month, as im bio-freak!

-xoxo-

Beautilicious, Yes I'm.

Can you imagine actually how worse I am?

They're my important weapons keep myself shine everyday.

From left behind:
NuSkin moisture mist (gift from cousin), Etude Vital Firm Lotion (Rm40+), Faceshop Brightening Rice Water (Rm30+), Faceshop Peeling Day Exfoliator (Rm40+), Faceshop Raspsberry Root Sleeping Mask (Rm69.90), O'slee Sleeping Eyes Mask (Rm35), O'slee Pore Refining Sleeping Mask+ Whitening Sleeping Mask (2 for Rm69), Etude Vital Firm Toner (Rm40+), O'slee Body Mosturizing Scrub (Rm49.90--> Rm1)

From left front:
O'slee 10mL Roseship Toner (Rm10 each), Alqvimia Essential Oil (Free Gift), Fake eye lashes (4 for Rm6), Masks from different companies (FOC)
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Went to Matta Fair and Book Fair for these two days, and wtf i spent a lot to fulfill my satisfaction, not really yet.

Got myself with those sets of Hong Kong O'slee things, and collect some free masks (4 in total), wuuhooo~

I do some collection of countries' maps, and plan for my coming backpack vacation *winks*

3 books (JingSi Amphorism, Huangdi Neijing and chinese novel)+2 magazines for today in KLCC Popular BookFest, and of course, some prezzie for my 3 little nephew and niece...^^

Cleo and Women's Weekly give lotsa of freebies for this month issues, Shishedo Zen(1mL) and Playboy Malibu Perfume (50mL), Uriage Eau Thermal Spa Water(150mL), Za True White Emulsion, 2 bottles of Herbal Essence travel-sized shampoo, Whisper's sanitary napkin, downy product and of course their biggie nice paperbag...omgomgomg O.o

But also, i'm broke once again......terrible =(

(i do feel that im way to cheesie's and dawn yang's lifestyle now! damnit!)

-xoxo-

Loooks Hawt?!

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Red symbolize pingwey for this weekend,

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What about yours?

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-xoxo-

Step Up 3

Okayss, this is what actually happened on my Merdeka Day!

Finally, I've got my first bite of GCB, unofficially i've tried that in taiwan.

Then, squeezing into the cinema for Step Up 3, while I skipped for the previous 2!

Nice show, really! comedy perhapss.

I love Luke and Natalie, and the happily ever after make me, aawwwww!

**I Miss You...O.o**

Makan-makan again, at New York Deli, somewhere corner in One U.

And, we started to cam-whore..hah!

Oh, not to forget to mention, my colleague? my school mate?

Whatsoever, to be simple, my friend: Kat. meowwwww...

A simple shot of the cafe. Nice american style with the chaotic environment, duh~

Taddaaa, my food. forgot the name, what bla bla chicken chop, Quite nice, it tastes like Kenny Rogers?.

Taste: ding-ding-ding-ding, Price: ding-ding-ding, still affordable =)
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Yummy creamy fattening pasta, Kat ones.

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Love at the first bite, regret at the last bite.

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I need more exercise by eating that.

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Kat, you've to responsible for my fats accumulation~
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Taste: ding-ding-ding+ half ding, Price: ding-ding-ding also.

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Aaahhh, *toot* that I saw some nice apparels that actually tickle my wallet!

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Nice day out by the way!

-xoxo-

Fly with Air asia again.

Her Raya vacation:

19.09.10 0940: Depart to S'pore

22.09.10 2359: Land on KL

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-xoxo-

yyeeahhh!

hoooooooooooray!

I didnt express my happiness in FB, dont find it's necessary like, announce to the world.

Maybe some will interpret negatively, or anything.

Quite contented right now, as...

I've attend 2 workshops, which sourceful for me.

My boss approved me to participate in BioMalaysia Conference on this november.

Im head-off in preparing my first publish paper,

which I need to read, at least satu-ratus journals. *toooink*

And it's not as easy as publish blogs.

Rejections and adjustment, always happened.

Hope 'aka' plan to get it done before september ends.

And, hope to be able participate in another conference on dec toooo...

Wish me good luck! Bunch of it!

-xoxo-

Urgh~

I've decided,

I'll go to imu gym at least twice per week.

I've to participate in at least 3 workshops, conference perhaps.

I've to read on at least 2 sourceful reference books.

and another 3 story books.

I'll take a foreign language class, French perhaps.

Coz' i love french fries!!

*crap enough*

-xoxo-

It doesn't really matter now

I was suffered with dilemma and some sort'of depression for couple months.

Undecided. Abandoned. Self-conflict.

That's really does me matter, i mean, I do hate'em!~

By now, it seems to be smoother now,

if i stop thinking too much again, or placing myself in a fork-ways.

Go ahead for the final destination, and it'll be fine I hope!

Determination is required, I guess~

-xoxo-

天生

天生，

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是拒绝改变的借口。

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-xoxo-

我的小小志愿

回想起以前的志愿，好像跟现实有点偏差。

小学时，手指弹着电子风琴，口口声声说：“我要当音乐老师！”

可是这个梦想在我十三岁为了学业，而放弃了。

中学时，有了一个更伟大的志愿，我要当医生！

但，还不错的，这个志愿延续到我快升大学的变换期。

医生？我最想当儿科医生，不然就是麻醉科医生或是中医！挺不错吧~

SPM成绩出的当儿，曾经以为，天啊！我终于可以实现梦想了！

申请了JPA, Matrikulasi, UM生物预科班，最后就是UTAR来垫底。

天公不作美，前面三者都没被录取，只有utar肯收留我。 *晴天霹雳*

有没有搞错啊~厚脸皮说一句，我酱的成绩一个都没中?！

现在，utar终于有医科和中药系了，但，也为免太迟了~

因为，

老啦，都二十二岁啦~

现在，只能乖乖选择当教授了~

常在想，

我该回去我最初的梦想吗?

-xoxo-

没有如果

不要饮恨过去

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如果没有努力过

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不要幻想未来

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如果没有行动过

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-xoxo-

Untitled

Require some distractions, make myself fully occupied till no space to breathe.

Go'way miss discontented, miss insecure.

Imma nowhere hang-man, with lots of disatisfaction.

*sigh* it's grey.

-xoxo-

After LOTR

Im just in love with twilight right now~!
I knew I've been so outdated whereby the first came out for like 2 years ago.

Burning midnight oil last night, to finish off the 2 movies.
Slept at 2am.
And tonight, will be the eclipse!

How wish I could get bitten by Edward and become the immortal ones!
I should start to save more money to purchase the novels collection. *winks*

-xoxo-

Clinique Star Tour

This is what I usually didnt try ever before, thanks to Air Jovene who asked me to participate and yet, put me aeroplane~ okaaaay, have a try loh!

Luckily, I met Jac at there. I reached by 12 and end up I was the 50th~ The event started at 11am, guess how much of the ladees want to get themselves makeover.

While waiting, i hanged out around sunway pyramid with jac and get update with our status now.

Until 2pm, I've got my turn~ With the requirement of natural, the makeup artist just give me a very soft and light makeup, it's not that obvious though! At least cover up my puffy eyes and a bit bit scar and pimples..maybe wrinkles? chooooi~

Then hairdo (i dislike the guys, not really professional stylist), taking photos dah dah dah dah...*end*

I've got their lipgloss as a free gift and facial sample too *winks* And the next day I won the cellnique mini giveaway! *woooohooooo*

Before headed home, took a chance to take photo with jac, and taddddda!

Compare to the last post, at least a lil bit different right?

-xoxo-

I miss you guys! I miss taiwan tooo..

-xoxo-

Bring theory to practical

It works bad when actually UTAR has limited sources that couldnt provide the students enough practical work during the lab.

End up, the student just understand and even score A in their exam, but score zero in the practical job.

They dont even know how to pipette in the right way, somehow.

Just like me, I knew pcr, i knew gel electrophoresis, but however, i dont even have the chance to try it out practically in UTAR. So, im theoritically smart, but practically dumb.

Now, i've to try out like a honour student, start to learn molecular work all over again.

Luckily, i knew cell culture and plant extraction stuff. Still feel myself not too dumb, at least.

-xoxo-

Just a thought

After chit-chatting with the colleagues around, i start to feel that, actually solo brings success.

What's that actually make me thought of that? the real examples in front of me.

If you tend to be isolated yourself (but not too much), you're actually having more time in dealing and finishing your works.

Being solo, you'll be doing what you actually plan to. Rather than others' plan that actually make you procrastinating, delaying all your schedule. And don't blame, it's your own fault!

Even though we need to live in a bunch, but sometimes we have to isolate ourselves, if we want to end our tasks on hand.

Don't you think so?

Just a thought.

-xoxo-

Aim

It's ridiculous that im typing on my blog during office hour.

It's really bored when you've to sit in the office, facing with the computer, and no labwork can be done.

I should start to get my head onto literature review, and for god sake that, i should publish my 1st review paper by end of this year,

while i really know nothing at all, im still a kiddo. *sweat*

So lazy to move on, but i think i really have to boost up myself with those molecular biology stuffie, before the next meeting, before boss throwing bombs on me. *wraaaa..*

And, hope that i can begin my project on july. *pray*

-xoxo-

Final Sem Result

My final semester result was released when i was enjoying my sunshine in taiwan.

An hotel internal call from jj freaked me out for the whole night, calling fai in m'sia to help me check it out, too bad that i was too late, the server has been down for many hours.

The next day morning, while i was preparing myself to the six happiness theme park, a called had make my day!

Seriously, my hands were trembling when somebody keep tingling on my nerves! And once the result has been revealed, i screamed along the garden like no one around, what'da shame.

Then, everyone just kept checking on their results. Satisfied that they could graduate on Aug.

Me too. Im quite glad and really thankful to Dr.Lim, but i still dont get it why i score badly in her oncology huh? And genomics also.

But however, my destination has been decided two months ago. No worries, and ready to graduate in Aug. buahahaha..=D

And this, for the first time, i knew my result at overseas, that actually cost my phone bill up to Rm10 per call, ouch! what'da memorable and pocket-squeezing moment!

-xoxo-

What's come up next?

Just have my graduation trip to Taiwan, a very tiring 8 days 7 nights trip!

Photos and further cheong-hei description will be uploaded soon, since now i've not much photos on hand *sigh*

What's come up next?

Hong Kong!

Bali!

Phuket!

Then, Korea....dadadada, but i've to start to keep half of my salary in the bank now..

Then, it'll take for another 12 months for me to travel to another destination!

Seriously, I love Sunshine! After taiwan, im sun-tanned now, very tanned one!

Too bad i've to keep put on hydrating mask to save my dry cracking face, and hair treatment on my rebonding hair now.

oooooomoh~

-xoxo-

恋。光良

不愿承认 不愿面对

我真的爱你很深很深

一个笑容 一句话语

都让我心跳很快很快

每个思索 每个欲望

全被你占据很满很满

无法平静 不想透露

因为爱你快乐很久很久

-xoxo-

When the night turn into rainbow

Nice right? (credited to J.Fai)

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The location is at I-city Shah Alam, went to it with my 3P2J after 5-hours of singing marathon at Mid Valley. Nothing much there, as there're some malays stalls and malay songs playing around...The LED lights is the only attractive point to visit =)

Going to move to Subang very soon, to continue with my Master degree in IMU. I started to worry about having culture shock even though im still in KL, but the students there are totally different compare to UTAR-ians!

Maybe I shall start to think in a more optimistic point of view. And I should get myself a smart phone before I get lost in KL again, im a ROAD BLIND and somemore I STAY IN KL! I need a new desktop, my lappie already old enough to retire. I need few sets of formal clothes to wear daily. I need TnG to travel everyday USJ-->Bukit Jalil. I need to read up the journals before meeting with my supervisors. I need to allocate my time, balance it up, and learn to be more independent and cold-blooded.

There're so much things to plan and worry. But now, I should prepare myself for TAIWAN! My stamina is as bad as I may need counterpain everyday on that time!

-xoxo-

GoodBye Utar, GoodBye ATC

Yesterday was the last paper, virology the dreadful one. Finally, i end my Bachelor degree! yipppppie~Having a very very simple steambeat at Yuen for dinner, and that's the end of the celebration of the day!

The next day, we're having our ATC lab farewell party, as we're the last batch of students in Setapak. We successfully organized a simple potluck lunch in our cafeteria. *winks*

Today is teacher's day too~ Happy teeter's day to Dr.Lim and Dr.Anthony!

Our lovely Dr.Lim's son, Clement

The sweet Dr.Lim's daughter, Sherril/Sharel * i dont know

Preparing for my master degree registration, and get ready to begin my new journey!

And also, MY TAIWAN ni-hao TRIP!

-xoxo-

Happy Mother's Day

Tomorrow is the day, however I still spending myself in KL.

I called mom early this morning, greeting her 'Happy Mother's Day'. I heard her voice sounds so happy as her daughter gave her a warm morning greeting. It was a very short conversation because I was frustrated and annoyed with my coming exam papers. She's dissapoined. Dad came to KL this morning before sunrise. That's symbolized, my mom have to spend her mother's day alone, with herself only.

I started to choke and hold my tears. As the only one daughter, I should spend more time with my parents. Yet, I leave them 4 years ago just to pursue my studies. I know there's nothing to be blamed, as it would be the progress suppose-to-be.

But, when think of leaving both of them behind while I also spend my time with only myself, the tears just flood up my eyes. Sometimes, dad have to go outstation, or even overseas, mom was left at home. Not to say she works in the daytime, at night, the only one that response to her is the TV shows. *sobs*

During semester break, she's the happiest one. Planning that shopping with me once i go back to penang. Phoned me,

'Sorry ah wey to disturb you, when u're back, what you want to eat?'

She plans everything before i back. Yet, she's so afraid of disturbing me when im having exams. And so stupid utar, the whole schedule full of test, presentations and exams..It makes me so negelected on my parents, especially My Mom.

She never bought nice dress or good products for herself, but to her daughter. Luckily after her daughter has grown up, she started to enjoy her life, bought herself some nice blouses and skin care for her allergic face.

I always try to save money, not to let my mom worry about the expenses. People laughing at me, why? As that's a routine, you use your parents' money, soon your children will be spent on yours. Ya, I never reject this theory, but sorry to say that, the life that I've gone through with my mom, I've just....I've told myself that my mom always my most precious one. And I know there'll be some conflict in the future, I still dont know how to manage it, I hope there'll be some compromising commitment.

Mom, hereby I've something to say:

Mom, nothing to worry your daughter. Enjoy your life.
Promise that I'll spend more time with you after exam.
Your baby has grown up to 22. But, She still insist to say:

Miiiii, I LOVE YOU!

*so wanted to hug mommy now*

-xoxo-

Banana Republic

我系一条香蕉，

被人剥了皮，咬了肉，

随手抛在路边....

香蕉啊香蕉~

-xoxo-

有时候

有时候，

真的很羡慕住在家里的朋友，

常常吃到妈妈的拿手菜。

而我,

每天都要为自己的三餐打算，

只能安慰自己学会独立了。

-xoxo-

*pull hair action*

*gasps*

It's the beginning of my study week, the last one in utar. was abit relieved as i've done with my presentations and thesis, officially. Look back to what i've gone through this 14 weeks, it was totally insane!

However, when i begin to check on my coming schedule, *big rolling eyes* i'll be having even more hectic days until end of july! *argh~!*

Leaving utar is somehow a celebration, but yet that bring another beginning! After the end of the exam (bare with me, i just cant wait them to be ended now!), of course, have fun will be my priority, a short one!

Coming up next, finding another accomodation and get done with all those registration stuffie will make me exhausted again. Then will be the ATC thanksgiving party! Thesis will be giving back that week, and for god sake we still have to correct it and give the soft copy to utar. *sigh* After all, move move move, bye bye to setapak! Moving my books will be the toughest mission ever, i swear! And all this, have to settle in 5 days time! 5 DAYS TIME!

*duh~*

I knew my schedule is too packed! But, i'm so heading off to taiwan to enjoy my graduation vacation, with the big big straw hat and enjoy the sunshine! *winks* ookays, no worries! I'll buying some use-less souvenirs for you guyssss! ha-ha-ha bad me~

What else?

Yea, after being wandering at KL for almost half year, i've been ordered by Puan.Emak aka Ibu to go back to penang for at least 1 week. Ookaysss! Buddies, I'll be back on 2nd or 3rd June until 11th, meet up ya (if you're in penang also^^)!

Sounds so nice?

Nooooooooo! then i've to go back to KL and prepare for my IELTS paper, though adrian told me just be spontaneous. Duh, at least i've to go MPH or kinokuniya to buy 'A' book to understand their syllabus mah! Planned to have it and the beginning or the end of july *scary endless exam in my life* then....my life will be.....adventurous and full of challenges! woohoooo~

Utarians..

Im sure that i'll miss you all so badly. And, i know we'll be apart and getting lesser chance to meet. Even though i dislike utar, but i love you all! keep in touch huh, facebook ookaysssss? Muacksssss!*chucks*

-xoxo-

致：只看外表交朋友的男士

女人化淡妆，是尊重男人

女人化浓妆，是欺骗男人

女人不化妆，是吓死男人

-xoxo-

分享

♥ 我知道我的未来不是梦 ♥

♥ 我认真地过每一分钟 ♥

-张雨生-

-xoxo-

P.S. Im going to leave UTAR very soon!

4 Years I've been struggled in UTAR full of
Unlimited Tests Assignments and Reports!
And I should celebrating my end of suffer by taking some memorable photos
before I leave that freaking horrible university!
Im going to wear the square square hat with the big big black gown!
But, Im not the witch!

First of all, My sweet girls look!

My graduation gown look to be!

(cant wait for it, woah~)

Start to have those cam-whoring session!

Last but not least, our guai guai girls look!

And my FIERCE look! rroooar~

took lotsa photos that day, but im really lazy to upload so much, instead, there'll be some coming soon later when im free to do so, i promise!

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-xoxo-

无题。言论

我好想丢书哦~

（但，我没种！）

-xoxo-

Sound of Angel

Sometimes When We Touch - Olivia Ong

You ask me if I love you

And I choke on my reply

I'd rather hurt you honestly

Than mislead you with a lie

And who am I to judge you

On what you say or do?

I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch

The honesty's too much

And I have to close my eyes and hide

I wanna hold you til I die

Til we both break down and cry

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy

Leaves me battling with my pride

But through the insecurity

Some tenderness survives

I'm just another writer

Still trapped within my truth

A hesitant prize fighter

Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch

The honesty's too much

And I have to close my eyes and hid

eI wanna hold you til I die

Til we both break down and cry

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you

And drive you to your knees

At times I'd like to break through

And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you

And I know how hard you've tried

I've watched while love commands you

And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters

Still searching for a friend

A brother or a sister

But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch

The honesty's too much

And I have to close my eyes and hide

I wanna hold you til I die

Til we both break down and cry

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

-xoxo-

A Great Turning Point

Good evening, everyone.

Anita said:
''Tan sweetheart, you will feel full of energy and your mind will be clear. It's time to start new activities and make future plans.''

Anita said:
"Tan sweetie, you will have a lot of luck and happiness. You will live through a very good period, especially on the intellectual front.''

*grins*

It makes my days. I'm sort'of motivated.^^

Final decision will be made very soon.

-xoxo-

Well, it'll be the bloody weeks~

I was supposed to be study at this moment,
however, once again, conquered by the procrastination.
Review back these few weeks,
busy yet still have some space to breath.

For this coming few weeks,
I give myself very heavy workloads,
virus models, midterm test, thesis correction, thesis presentation and so on...

So,
I'm going to transform into:
1) sit on the chair all days long to get done with my study, thesis, presentation stuff
2) MIA for undercover missions
3) being more nerdy and reject lotsa of invitiation (dependsssss...)
4) zip up my mouth and reply with a smile saje, if im too tension or goes psycho =)

I know i'll be freaking exhausted for these weeks,
but nevermind, it's the last semester for me to fight for the last chance.
I shall boost up my CGPA before i regret at the last.

-xoxo-

I know what I did last weekend

Utar Ball, the one and only, for my 3 years undergraduate studies~
We're so excited and planning all the days
What hairstyle? Eyelashes? Mascara? Lotsa.....
Come to this day, it seems to be passed very fast!

By here, I present you, the 3-P:
Ping Wey (me lah!) Peh Li and Phik Joo
We looks a lil bit awkward to the rest as we rarely apply cosmetics to campus.
But, still okay rite?
*do comments*



whoooops, where's JK?
Peh Li is available and paging for BF, anyone?
*jokes*



I like jac's statue of liberty dress and hairstyle.
I thought of making that by having braides on the side.
But, nevermind~hhhmmmm...@@



I like this too! *Like-sign*
Looks like two 'chin gum siew jieh' *winks*



And we're deciding which richman are we going to marry?
whooooops again~*giggles*



When the president left, *LIGHT-OFF*
It's party time~ Boys and Girls!
Shake as you like and Release all your stress!
I think probably we're like amah exercise in the park
rather than look like dancing in the clubbing!



When we heard Lady Gaga's Bad Romance,
Rah-rah-rah-mah-mah...
Ga-ga-oh-lah-lah..
Forget about what happen on us that night,
REMEMBER!!!
We're GOOD GIRL! Yes WE are! ^^



P/s: sorry yong kiat, i should go out and take photo with you once i saw your message. Gomenz..After that night, back to our horror study lifestyle. We still got half semester to go...I just cant wait for the Graduation Photo-Shooting and my Taiwan trip~! teehee~^^

-xoxo-

该死的自己

多手啦~玩FB玩多点！link到不应该link的地方！
看到不应该看到的人，真活该~

顿时，莫名的低潮泛起，moody的奏乐又响起~
也同时，我深感好自卑，安全感 也消失了。
我不是灰姑娘，只是瞻望着灰姑娘的灰老鼠，
灰姑娘，好美好美哦~
而我，叹息着，
觉得自己 真的 我不配。

每次想起这件事，总搞到自己闷闷不乐，真的很闷闷不乐了。
酱多年了，我还是 放不下 因为 没有答案。
相信今晚 又失眠了。

-xoxo-

ShoutOut

决定了！
台湾之旅，我一定要买到'LOVELIFE'的T恤~

再贵再贵都愿意买！
太爱范范和黑人了！他们手牵手做公益哦~

-xoxo-

男生，女生? 傻傻分不清楚?

看了‘下一站幸福’和‘就想赖着你’，突然产生这种感慨。
两部剧中的女主角的性格完全相反，
下一站的慕橙就像身穿白衣的天使一样，温柔委婉。
赖着你的杨果就像男人婆一样，单纯的傻大姐性格。
结局都一样，两者皆被好男人深深爱着，珍惜着。

感慨着，现代的男生，好像偏激了一点。
不是喜欢弱弱的女生，就是粗枝大叶的男人婆。
那么，我们这些不男不女的，怎么办?! 谁来认领啊~XD

-xoxo-

Still. After

After sushi zanmai, Still sushi zanmai.
After the sing-K session, Still the sing-K session.
After the dong-zen temple, Still the dong-zen temple.

Ah-moi, come back loh~ medical genomics for tomorrow!

-xoxo-

惜福

手牵着手一辈子
要惜福 珍惜你身边的人和物
他爱笑 你爱哭
有甜有苦才会有满足

手牵着手一辈子
要惜福 生活有你才不会无助
老朋友 老样子
祈望每年相聚
都能看到你幸福

新的一年， 祝 大家 幸福满满过一年！

-xoxo-

裤子破了个洞

妈咪致电，告诉我说，代我买了鸡精礼篮给阿姨当新年贺礼了。

言谈途中，不断重复燕窝燕窝，终于， 我开了口。
好啦！买一盒燕窝给你啦！
妈咪好开心noh~

好咯~我家的两位女性有保养圣品了咯！而我，开始老化皱皮了noh~
不过，也是时候孝敬她们了...

这次回家，妈咪最最最开心了。
为什么？ 因为女儿买sony mp3，项链，财神爷爷公仔给她嘛~
现在加上百多块的燕窝，
有点把新年搞到像圣诞节，她期待到...*grins*

爸爸？妈咪的就是爸爸的咯~ hahaha XD

-xoxo-

ATC lab cleanup

After 4 months of benchwork in ATC lab, it's time for the cleanup before CNY. *spidey-web* We're divided into 4 groups, im the 4th one! incharge of PTC lab instead of ATC..with dai-mun, har-mui and wei long=)

i almost cry at this moment, i've to discard away all my isolated extracts. T.T

bye bye my Paraboea Paniculataaaaaaa~*waving white handkershief*

After 4 hours, finally we managed to finish it before lunch. say wheeeeee before we dismiss!

last but not least, ATC-ians wish you all 'gong-hei-fatt-choi'~

kitson oh kitson, how can u eat alone while we're growling for lunch?!

this is the consequence and he still can act cool. duhh~

end up we enjoyed our McD and he's left at the lab for his 'chap-fan', haaaaa~

-xoxo-