恋。光良

不愿承认 不愿面对

我真的爱你很深很深

一个笑容 一句话语

都让我心跳很快很快

每个思索 每个欲望

全被你占据很满很满

无法平静 不想透露

因为爱你快乐很久很久

-xoxo-

When the night turn into rainbow

Nice right? (credited to J.Fai)

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The location is at I-city Shah Alam, went to it with my 3P2J after 5-hours of singing marathon at Mid Valley. Nothing much there, as there're some malays stalls and malay songs playing around...The LED lights is the only attractive point to visit =)

Going to move to Subang very soon, to continue with my Master degree in IMU. I started to worry about having culture shock even though im still in KL, but the students there are totally different compare to UTAR-ians!

Maybe I shall start to think in a more optimistic point of view. And I should get myself a smart phone before I get lost in KL again, im a ROAD BLIND and somemore I STAY IN KL! I need a new desktop, my lappie already old enough to retire. I need few sets of formal clothes to wear daily. I need TnG to travel everyday USJ-->Bukit Jalil. I need to read up the journals before meeting with my supervisors. I need to allocate my time, balance it up, and learn to be more independent and cold-blooded.

There're so much things to plan and worry. But now, I should prepare myself for TAIWAN! My stamina is as bad as I may need counterpain everyday on that time!

-xoxo-

GoodBye Utar, GoodBye ATC

Yesterday was the last paper, virology the dreadful one. Finally, i end my Bachelor degree! yipppppie~Having a very very simple steambeat at Yuen for dinner, and that's the end of the celebration of the day!

The next day, we're having our ATC lab farewell party, as we're the last batch of students in Setapak. We successfully organized a simple potluck lunch in our cafeteria. *winks*

Today is teacher's day too~ Happy teeter's day to Dr.Lim and Dr.Anthony!

Our lovely Dr.Lim's son, Clement

The sweet Dr.Lim's daughter, Sherril/Sharel * i dont know

Preparing for my master degree registration, and get ready to begin my new journey!

And also, MY TAIWAN ni-hao TRIP!

-xoxo-

Happy Mother's Day

Tomorrow is the day, however I still spending myself in KL.

I called mom early this morning, greeting her 'Happy Mother's Day'. I heard her voice sounds so happy as her daughter gave her a warm morning greeting. It was a very short conversation because I was frustrated and annoyed with my coming exam papers. She's dissapoined. Dad came to KL this morning before sunrise. That's symbolized, my mom have to spend her mother's day alone, with herself only.

I started to choke and hold my tears. As the only one daughter, I should spend more time with my parents. Yet, I leave them 4 years ago just to pursue my studies. I know there's nothing to be blamed, as it would be the progress suppose-to-be.

But, when think of leaving both of them behind while I also spend my time with only myself, the tears just flood up my eyes. Sometimes, dad have to go outstation, or even overseas, mom was left at home. Not to say she works in the daytime, at night, the only one that response to her is the TV shows. *sobs*

During semester break, she's the happiest one. Planning that shopping with me once i go back to penang. Phoned me,

'Sorry ah wey to disturb you, when u're back, what you want to eat?'

She plans everything before i back. Yet, she's so afraid of disturbing me when im having exams. And so stupid utar, the whole schedule full of test, presentations and exams..It makes me so negelected on my parents, especially My Mom.

She never bought nice dress or good products for herself, but to her daughter. Luckily after her daughter has grown up, she started to enjoy her life, bought herself some nice blouses and skin care for her allergic face.

I always try to save money, not to let my mom worry about the expenses. People laughing at me, why? As that's a routine, you use your parents' money, soon your children will be spent on yours. Ya, I never reject this theory, but sorry to say that, the life that I've gone through with my mom, I've just....I've told myself that my mom always my most precious one. And I know there'll be some conflict in the future, I still dont know how to manage it, I hope there'll be some compromising commitment.

Mom, hereby I've something to say:

Mom, nothing to worry your daughter. Enjoy your life.
Promise that I'll spend more time with you after exam.
Your baby has grown up to 22. But, She still insist to say:

Miiiii, I LOVE YOU!

*so wanted to hug mommy now*

-xoxo-

Banana Republic

我系一条香蕉，

被人剥了皮，咬了肉，

随手抛在路边....

香蕉啊香蕉~

-xoxo-

有时候

有时候，

真的很羡慕住在家里的朋友，

常常吃到妈妈的拿手菜。

而我,

每天都要为自己的三餐打算，

只能安慰自己学会独立了。

-xoxo-