=.It makes me drool.=

again. from the wondermilk at ss21 damansara utama.
It looks so tempting, so sweet =)
it makes me : aawwwwwww...~ *pat*

Few days back, found out something about my 2ndary school from sien.

The school rules has become so..one word - awkward!

they only accept certain kind of hairstyle which listed as '槟华头'.

it makes the students look very significant anywhere in penang,

without any label of 'im from pcghs' on their forehead.

their hairstyle show their identities obviously.

During my time, it just had to be neat, short and no hairdye or gel.

phew~luckily i've graduated. imagine my face on the four dolls.

let-me-die~!XP

Less than 12 days to our first paper haematology.

To all utarians, aza aza fighting~!!!

and...

MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA! *giggles*

happy birthday to august babe - siew yeek, choo xuan and dawnie!

muaxx! *big wet kiss+hugs*

-xoxo-

=.Ms.Philosophy.=

人，

通常在浪费时间的同时，

再抱怨自己时间不够用，

是给自己放纵的借口吗?

-----

事情往往都站在自己的角度想，

少数永远要服从多数的无理吗?

可否想到渺小的他内心感受吗?

-----

别老是认为自己可以配当圣人,

因为圣人从不认为自己很伟大。

-----

just a little of my thought today. does it sounds correct?

the world sometimes is just so unfair. for the minorities. for the little tiny ones.

however, we have to accept the truth. blindly.

yet, doesn't mean we just let it conquer and darken our sky. we should ask for a change, protest logically, in the way of calm, smooth and slow.

-xoxo-

=.Nerdy needs extra RAM!.=

it was really AN insane weekend. for me.

wake up at 7.30am, house-cleaning.
8am : sit on my golden chair, get started with my study.
morning with microbio and haematology. it makes me 60% saturated~
comes with toxicology after instant noodles for lunch.
yes, it's instant noodles! again, for lunch~!
fully saturated now. cant really remember each words in the notes nah~
i think i need 8GB ram for my little tiny brain noh~@.@

tonight, the disaster subject- instrumentation for biomedical.
Gosh, i hate machine so much, that's why i choose biomedical SCIENCE!
why it still come to me during my final year huh?! ==
luckily that i didnt attend the 30 hours famine camp. *sigh*
and that's give me extra 30 hours to cope with my study also.
people says that im getting nerdy and nerdy. nerdy and nerdy.
Yes, i start to feel so..help~! rescue me out of this nerdy world~!

last but not least, that's the quote of me today:

EAT WITH BOOKS, SLEEP WITH BOOKS.

-xoxo-

=.Morning sigh.=

just found out instrumentation mid term test result.
i did terribly. very bad. 6 upon 10.
how im going to upgrade or even maintain my cgpa?
cant even meet second upper division in most universities. (>3.33...)
*sigh*
what to do? @.@ that's really make me doubt for my ability.

-xoxo-

=.Terrible and Horrible, eat more vegetable!.=

Finally end my haematology last test. With the suffocating mask.
and our biomedical year 3 class have to be quarantined for a week.
because few of us show the sign and symptoms of flu and coughing.
Pity amelia was admitted in hospital and show influenzae A positive.
hope she'll be fine and recover very soon. *prayhard*
Everything has to be postponed. one test and two lab test. *sigh*
and everyone should wear mask in the campus. rarely can be found now.
God prays that utar dont officially closed on the final exam week.
It will postponed my holidays, my plans, my happiness..*sobbing*

everyone, drinking at least 2.7L of water everyday. forget about oedema.
fruits, vitamin and minerals..pills! pills! pills!
no roti canai, nasi lemak, avoid all those heaty and oily food.
i know the final exam is approaching in 3 weeks time.
and everyone start to burn midnight oil biting the books.
but sleepless night will just steal away our immune system.
that's sounds bad huh?

last but not least, good luck everyone in your final exam!

-xoxo-

=.坏人.=

好喜欢好喜欢阿镔的“坏人”
也好喜欢里面的许愿娃娃~很可爱勒！*觅寻着*
mv 看了心都酸了~残忍的他毁掉她送他的许愿娃娃。

"男人在甜蜜时往往给了女生幸福的承诺，
在分手时往往都忘了他们曾给下的承诺。
男生说女生是小气的动物，
女生说男生是善忘的动物。"
-xoxo-

=.It's really a big suprise!.=

again. Rain pour during evening time. very heavily this time.
and i was like raining cats and dogs rushing back home.
it's really frustrated that it gets to rain during this peak hour.
Yet, i flung my pathology lab test i think.
With the down-sloping mood, i walked on the pavement with wet body.

'Apple, you got a parcel~' i met one of my housemate.
and once i opened my door..Woww~ sucha big pos express huh..
*rubbing eyes* it's from joanne, listing that it's my present from UK.
though now she's just get back to penang for her summer holiday.
She bought me a topshop jeans, all the way from UK~ jeeez..
cute joe that she forget to take down the price tag,
it costs her 39.90 pounds there~
times with the currency here..probably Rm200+~!
i never dreamt that i've owned sucha branded jeans noh~
though it's quite and a lil bit too loose for me,
and i cut the tag behind because it's uncomfortable for me. ==
thanks joe~ lotza..you've brighthen up my rainy heart!

still have 3 months to go.
and im so lucky that i already have two prezzie for 21th birthday.
thanks friends~^^ wo ai ni men!!! *hugs with big wet kiss*

p/s: 笨蛋kinda miss j.co donuts~and now she's having 即食面as her dinner.T.T

-xoxo-

=.sorry sorry.=

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
Naega naega naega munjuh
Nehgae nehgae nehgae bbajuh bbajuh bbajuh party baby

~*Super Junior 'sorry sorry'*~

~=^.^=~

latest dumb dumb of me.

camwhoring before going out for midnight movie harry potter.^^

quite satisfied for my study progression today.

giving myself a reward- watching shinjuku incident tonight.

tomorrow morning will continue with my revision again.

gambatte neh, everyone!

as a consequence of driving and lazy to use umbrella,

i have become so sun-tanned and yewh~!

from now on, im trying on bio-essence tanaka white.

i want white and shine all the way~^^

-xoxo-

=.Sweet gathering.=

It was tuesday. right after haematology quiz......

met up with s.shuang, j.ting and tanny in KLCC.Sakae sushi yes we have for our dinner though.^^ *fulled* So sorry that s.shuang and tanny have to travel far from puchong and ukm all the way down to KLCC. and tanny was get lost somehow on the way to meet up with shuang at puchong. In the end spending around rm70 for the stupid idiot taxi fare. And ting have to rush all the way from UM talk to KLCC with her reddish formal wear. hahaha..*giggles*

We chit-chat alot (and i think the waitress must be =.=''' when she saw her restaurant turned to morning market), up to the hill and down to the ocean. however, still wondering, why tanny keep beating me when she's laughing? *sob* and they're saying im in the progress of de-volution. *sweatness* which mean from being very 'mankind' during secondary school prefects day until now..Geez, i never changed lar~~! except, my stupid fringe..

Spending around 2 hours and the night separate us. Tanny have to travel for 2 hours back to UKM right before her doom closed at 12. Ting and shuang have to go back puchong and bukit jalil too. Hah~i got the chance to meet mark a.k.a shuang's boy nah~! *evil-laugh*

me and tanny the 'bao-lik-queen'.

shuang the engineer, ting the CAMBRIDGE law student.

Can't wait for the next gathering before ting's going back to Cambridge!

Page to yeng tong, you miss the moment~!

and yes, we did gossiping about YOU sometimes..^^

-xoxo-

=.爱的力量.=

[爱是一种能量，能散发到很远的地方.]

theme song for the world vision 30-hours famine 2009.
Cant wait for this event. but i got tons of works on my hand.

*sob* winds blew like tornado this friday evening.
cool enough. BUT IT BROKE MY CURTAIN HANGER. ish~
tried to be concentrate all day long. but hardly i failed in the end.

The S&S of the final exam has just arrived:
1. start to be nerdy, emo-emo a'gain.
2. pasting the papers here and there on my wall.
3. books, notes, can be found everywhere in my room.
4. get whatever into my stomach just to make it full.
5. clean everything in the house just to avoid to face the book.
aih..that's my pre-exam fever~! 46 days to end the insane life.

54.3 this time. even harder to achieve. aza aza fighting~! @.@
p/s: 笨蛋在熬夜熬夜，熬爆肝耶！

-xoxo-

=.Shade'way=.

Transformation. Months ago.

Wey was the person that..
She want to be the queen among the team
Everyone should know who is she
and the ability that she have.
When she said yes don't try to offend her.
She will shoot and bite you like tigger.
Anywhere, anytime, there must be with her presence.
'10' what she have to her friends and proud of it.
She know what she want and what she must do.

Now, Wey become the person that..
She want to be just as peace as possible in university
She don't mind whether he/she know who is the fellow
always sit in front of the lecture herself.
Always follow the decision when she can't decide.
She become uncertain and undecided sometimes.
She's just some kind of lost her way in some moments.
Sometimes, somewhere, she may show her presence.
But sometimes and somewhere she may hide in her world.
She will still work harder in the silent way.
Keep everything with her only.
Unless people's request about her.

However, her confidence in the chest is getting lesser and lesser.
Can anyone help her? And tell her whether her change is..
a good one or a bad one?

-xoxo-