=.Im o'kay.=

Days,
People's pointing at me.
Accusing that im isolating myself
Due to the absence of their outing these few weeks.
Typically 'AIA' as a consequence.
I love outing. I feel urge to join though.
I got my reasons. Or maybe an excuse for them.
I just shifted into new room with extra pay of RM190 monthly.
I just got 600 for my pockets money monthly
including all the rental, bills..everythings..
AND MY KANCIL PETROL..
Furthermore, i got my world vision child sponsorship
Hence i got to save Rm50 monthly for my kid..
(maybe you're laughing me why im so naive doing this charity things..)
And i think it's worth rather than wasting for other things else.

Rm600- Rm370 (Rental+ Bills) - Rm50 (Petrol) - Rm50 (Sponsorship) = Rm130!

I got Rm130 for the 4 weeks meals~
Can you imagine how trifty i have to be huh?
Lots of people asking me,
Why not asking ur parents to give you more?
Well, i dont feel like increasing their burden anymore.
That's my thought. Not acting.
Sorry to be stingy or calculative sometimes..
But i have to be..for now.
Somtimes im down. Due to the financial conflicts.
Please be considerate.
However,
I wont mind of any points of shooting me anymore.
As i got my stand. And i got my target of saving money.
And i know im not in the richman world..

and final is approaching us..very soon..
i dont have the potential to burn midnight oil,
and doing those last minute but EFFECTIVE job.
And im doing my test and quiz in the bright way.
With my ownself, only.
I've to start earlier than others.
I get what i suppose to get.
That's my second point-of-view. Reason on the other hand.

-xoxo-

=.Back.=

Finally im back. being a blogger.
It was happened that i stop blogging for more than 2 weeks.
Odd case huh?
And i just move out of my c1413
change another environment to c201
Sorry to say that there's some problem with the internet connection
Meeting new housemates of UKM
Really nice girls to be..sweet ones!^^
Unfortunately..
UKM has been quarantined for a week.
All housemates get back to their hometown until this weekend.
Left me and huiwen stare at each other everyday.
And now she left for the meeting at somewhere i dont know.
As a conclusion, IM HOME ALONE~!

I got no time to capture any photos for my new house or room
I dont think i will do so (as it's quite lame for me NOW..@@)

-xoxo-

=.High Five!.=

Got the FYP selection result today. heart was pounding way up to office.

I GOT DR.LIM YANG MOOI~!

for my favourite title, my very first choice.

'isolation of anti-tumor promoting compound from local medicinal plants'

Told you, my life is getting smoother these days.^^
finally i can release a breathe of relief. Thank you..muax~

gambatte gambatte i got the power to move on again~

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-xoxo-

=.30 hours famine camp here i come!.=

Yesh! finally got the reply from world vision malaysia tonight.

~*I got chosen as the...

VOLUNTEER for 30 hours famine camp

on 22nd and 23rd of August*~

Yeah~ volunteer not participant for any small camp.
Hence, i do not need to pay a cent..*winks*
However, need to travel all the way to bukit jalil with my kancil.
That's really aching my head *road blind*~@.@
But im ready *vrroooming sound*!
30 hours famine camp here i come!^^ *superman pose*
(lame image about the email lar~~ignore it nah..)

-xoxo-

=.Evian Babe.=

so cute so cute so cute so cute so cute so cute so cute so cute so cute so cute so cute so cute so cute so cute so cute so cute so cute so cute so cute so cute so cute so cute so cute..endless *cute* evian babe^^


p/s: things're going to be settled next week. end of my worries. partially. get'cha head in the study right now~ cant wait for the bon odori and sweet gathering at luna bar..weeee~^^

-xoxo-

=.H1N1.=

does anyone know how the H1N1 virus look like?
it looks nice rite? what'da sweet murderer of 2009.
it makes me think of poison ivy and thyphoid mary *clueless*
maybe we should named it as influenzae lily, amy or sandy??

-xoxo-

=.原谅我就是这样的女生.=

Tried on a personality test moments ago. It's true~at least for me for the highlighted ones..

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~射手女生可能永远也不会知道自己想要的是什么，但是她一直都很清楚，她不想要的是什么。

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~她总喜欢做幕后的看客，冷冷地，静静地看着一切，在她眼里，一切都在她的意料之中，她并不觉得有什么是新奇的，如果她表现得新奇，那是因为她觉得应该这样做。她像一个看戏的人，永远置身事外.

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~你不要责怪她冷漠，这是她保护自己的唯一方式。她像一只刺猬，随时竖起自己身上的刺，但她的刺不会伤人，她只是用来武装自己.

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~她不敢要太多的爱，她怕享受完爱之后，剩下的只是加倍的痛。所以当别人对她过度宠爱时，她不但不会欣喜，反而会惊惧地逃走，她不知道怎样回报别人对她的爱，如果你得到她的喜爱，那是因为她已经知道如何面对，如何回报了。　

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~她追求那种君子之交淡如水的境界.

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~她懂得爱人，但她不习惯爱人，她知道爱往往伴随着恨，而恨，是太沉重的伤痛，也是太容易让人疲倦的感情。她不想痛，也就懒得去恨，于是，为了防范恨与痛的到来，她只好选择不爱，即使爱，也是淡淡的，冷冷的。别怪她，她是真的不知道如何专注.

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~她有时也很虚伪。不要指责她，她之所以选择虚伪，那是你勉强她做她不愿做但又拒绝不了的事，她不习惯承诺，也不懂得拒绝，她最擅长的是难为自己。她不想你难过，只好令自己难过。

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~她总是固执地认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，她将自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。

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~她老是担心自己的行为会让别人受到伤害。她不知道，受伤的其实是自己。只是她不知道如何表现出来，她迷糊得像别人所认为的那样，将自己当成一个百毒不侵的人。

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~别以为她很洒脱，很多时候，她其实是放不下的-——她比任何人都要敏感，都要细腻，但她不会让你知道，她明白，即使你知道了，也是无济于事。她的心是把握不住的风，她渴望像风一样单纯而自由。

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~她不是不想平静，她只是找不到平静的理由，她一生都无法明确自己在人世要扮演的角色，她只有不停地寻求，寻求自己最终的目的。

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~如果她找到了，她会毫不犹豫地停下来，从此放弃心灵的漂泊。很遗憾，她永远也不会满足，她的追求永不停止。她的心再累，无法逼迫自己放弃梦想，梦想是她唯一的支撑点. 千万别让她失望。

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~因为她学不会原谅，她非常渴求完美，虽然她知道世间没有绝对的完美，但，她有绝对追求完美的执着。

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~你若令她失望，她会不可挽回地离开，即使她的心在滴血，即使痛楚重得要压垮她的生命，她也绝不回头.

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~当你看到她在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，千万不要迷惑，不管她看起来是多么的疯狂，她内心其实是冷静的.

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~她忧郁时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当她快乐时，忧郁又不肯轻易放过她

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~你所看到的坚强，只是她在竭力掩饰的脆弱。

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-xoxo-

=.Done. part of it.=

*pass-by*

Finally get done with my intrumentation first assignment at 12 sharp. phew! *drips of sweat*

gosh! tomorrow begins another mission - the mushy toxicology assignment. *faint*

then it comes with the time to transmit the signal about the haematology information into the dual-core rusty brain. high speed is needed but only with 512MB ram. How can it be??! sigh. *aaaawwwwhhhhh*

this coming saturday and sunday two interviews come in one shot nah. and i just plan to go without any preparation. just CRAP.. *ectopic heartbeat*

monday oh monday how to skip the two important labs session for the stupid toot USSDC presentation in PJ? Have to be irresponsible once again. sorry for the yoga society.

(worried worried and worried keep blink at the top of my head. please get recovered tomorrow huh. preeeessseeee~*hugs* ==')

= rephrase: april'08 of me. seriously, i look damn *toot* =

*yawn* end of the crap. nitez...

-xoxo-